I need something to happen…
I now understand why people don’t stop. Don’t get off the carousel. Don’t take a pause or a break.
It’s a bad idea. Because getting back on the carousel is infinitely harder than getting off.
I’m stuck in this ‘relaxed mode’ and I don’t know how to get out.
I was to take a year off initially. Because. Well Because.
It’s been 3 years.
yep. Almost exactly to the day.
I had such a great time, I’m still having a great time.
But I desperately want to get back to having passion. Passion for my career, for life, for creating something.
I need something to happen.
I know I probably need to put in the work. But sometimes things just….work. If you wish for it hard enough?
I want to work. I just want that push. That shove. That divine intervention in the right direction.
I love writing. I love radio. I love looking after kids.
I want some kind of combination of those things to enjoy and make a career with. And lots of money. Money would be nice. Success.
I feel something on the horizon. I just got to get off my butt and make it work 😉
Love you all.